so you'd think I'd be super tired right now. I'm not. Took Titan to the park and ran him for almost an hour. he's passed the fuck out. I'm staring at empty spaces on the walls still.
I organized the bookshelf. She seems to have taken most of her books. I found 3 that were hers that she left. Pretty sure she wants them. Looking at the bookshelf with only my books in it is a fun sight...kinda. I love that I can fill up almost an entire bookshelf with books I've read. I do hate the gaps made by taking her books out tho.
I changed the sheets. The last bit of her vanilla scent is probably gonna go with that. I keep sweeping...and finding her hair. Eventually, I won't find her hair all over the place anymore. Not sure how I feel about that. I always bitched about finding her hair everywhere, now it makes me kind of smile when it pops up.
Right before I go to bed, and just as I wake up is the worst. It's when I think of her the most. Here I am about to go to bed, and all I get to look forward to is waking up. here we go...
thanks again for listening... you are the friends I really need.
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