so far, today isn't a great day. slept horrible, had nightmares, got shit on by a bird as soon as i left the apt, and it's bay to breakers today. awesome. drunk asshole in a costume day.
i took the gamble and called her this morning. needed to hear her voice, even if it was an angry voice. luckily it wasn't and we had a good phone call. she starts moving tomorrow...begin "Operation Duct Tape Bandaid Pull" now.
time to get in the shower, and wash this morning funk off me, then it's off to work. hopefully i remember to go get a new keyboard after work because slamming this spacebar over and over or editing my runon words is really annoying. besides, it makes writing smoothly really hard.fucking cat. just HAD to break it didn't you?
I am proud of you that you are trying and doing the right thing and stopping the drinking. It will get better.
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